And riding in Business class for free? SUPERBLY AWESOME!!
I wish I didnt have to come back to Spore. :( Howells. Next stop, Honolulu baby!!
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A selamat aidiladha to everyone. Stay healthy and happy always.
You know, sometimes when I'm all alone in my room.. I like to think. About anything. Be it my long lost friends, my family, my past.. My future.. At times I get sad. When I think of the people I have lost along the way. Or the people who have lost themselves. Its easier than it looks when someone says "Forgive and forget"
I dunno if I truly honestly forgive. But I do know that I never forget. And though it doesnt seem like it, I think ALOT about what others may deem minute.
I honestly dont think I have forgiven Imran about the whole Lydia and the "Hey sexy" fiasco. And I think about it every single day. Its not that I want to hink about it, but I have no idea why, it just pops in my head. Its worst now that I am forever at the airport. Where it all started.
Its been what, almost a year since it happened? But I can still feel the pain I felt back then. Like it just happened yesterday. The disbelief. The disappointment. The breach of trust.
Sigh. But I strongly believe that "Time heals all wounds"
So I pray that with Allah's help and my faith in Him, I will get over all my obstacles in one piece and come a stronger, wiser woman.
Easy come, Easy go,
That’s just how you live
Oh, take take take it all,
But you never give
Should’ve know you was trouble,
From the first kiss, you had your eyes wide open,
Why were they open?
Gave you what I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed in the trash you did,
Said give me all your love is all I asked, ‘cos,
I’d catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you
Jump in front of a train for you
You know I’d do anything for you
I’d go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby,
But you won’t do the same
Black black, black and blue,
Beat me ’till I’m numb,
Tell the devil I said hey
When you get back from where your from,
Mad woman, bad woman, that’s just what you are,
Yeah, you’d smile in my face,
Then rip the brakes out my car
If my body was on fire,
you’d watch me burn down in flames,
You said you loved me, you’re the lier,
‘Cos you never, ever, ever did baby
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Usual updates. Work has been fine. Well, 75% of the time its fine. 25% is....... for most of you who know me well, you can choose the choice of words I would normally use. Heh.
My baby sister Munek has resigned. Me & boyfriend were the first to know since we came to pick her up from work. Kinda shitty lah her situation. She cried. I cied. Lol. Cant help it lah. I cant stand to see the people I love hurting. She & I practically were each other's life support at work. Now that she's no longer working there, God knows who I'm gonna run to when I need to lash out about something at work. Yeah yeah yeah most of you will say that my boyfriend works at the same place too. But its nicer to have a good friend to cry or rant to at the end of the day sometimes. Howells. I call her almost everyday to rant anyways. Good luck on my phone bill this month!
Speaking of which, pay day is about 11 days away and I still got a few hundred bucks left. Which is a surprise considering what an impulsive shopper I am. *looks at my iphone 4* Well, if everything goes well, wait for my call in December. ;)
Anyhoots, been reading and hearing about some stuff going around. People bitching about each other. People trying to backstab each other. All the normal human nature shit.
I only got one thing to say. STILL WATERS RUN DEEP.
There is a limit for every human being on much crap they can take from another human being. Some people react on the spot. They yell at you, scream at you, throw profanities at you right there and then. But there is a minority that stays quiet and smile and take in all the bullshit that others give. Now, THAT kind of people, you need to be wary of.
Those kind of people are the kind that you do not want to fuck with. Especially if you have never seen them blow their top. Sure, they may say out that they're mad and they're gonna do this and that. But you have yet to see them in action. You have yet to see what they are capable of. If you're smart enough, you better pray that you never see the day that they decide to take action. Cause girl, you would wish you were never born.
There was once, this friend of a friend, came up to me and said, "You're very quiet. Quiet people are the most dangerous people. You never know whats in their mind"
So thats it I gotta say to the haters. You wanna try to fuck me up, hunny, you dont know me. You dont know what I am capable of. So my advise is, DONT try.
Oh yeah, I love you Mohamed Imran B Ishak & Murni Bte Maswari. Thank you both for listening to my rants all these while. *muah*
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I just read the online article about my wonderful and smart friend, Hana Saemon. And i immediately went to her so called 'fan page' tho its more of a hate page.
Hana's haters kept on saying that the journalist only stated the good points abt Hana's debate. Which i think is untrue. The journalist did mention some of her not so nice comments.
And what is up with the haters saying that Hana had sex at the stairs blah blah blah. Ok now wait, dont tell me none of them ever had sex at the stairs, the tent by the beach, toilet, even in pangkeng? Hana never said that she has never committed any sins rite? She only stated that we malays need to wake up and get out from our comfort zone and push ourselves forward. Sure she said some things that may be too direct, but is it not true?
Why do the haters need to resort to such vulgar languages and dont let me get started on the threats by a number of them.
The page was obviously set up due to personal reasons against Fana. Thats all i gotta say.
Cheers!
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If you loved me, you wouldnt have let me walk away.
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And the past few days, I've been suffering from a major migraine attack. Its getting more frequent now. I wonder why?
Like Munzir (Apron eh not Uncle's first love) said, Calendar nak dekat tu..
huakhuakhuak
I know I'm late, but Selamat berpuasa bitches.
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